Deadly Dreams by K.J. Sutton

There was a moment of incandescent, blinding light. I was weightless. I was fearless. I was free. And then I woke up.

Fortuna has made terrible sacrifices to protect those she loves. Her powers may be getting stronger but she feels broken. Collith is fighting his own demons and is further away than ever, while Laurie remains a tempting, frustrating mystery.

But Fortuna knows she must hide it all from the Court. In a world of monsters, it's when you are most vulnerable that your enemies - new and old - start closing in.